December 2007
26 posts
Ommmmm
i left yoga 20 minutes in because some bitch decided to cover half the class in her grotesque perfume.  i spent most of those 20 minutes sending her hate vibes and feeling bad for being so mean and petty.  she totally ruined my attempt to reach a quiet, happy place.
Dec 30th
ListenSons & Daughters - not as cute as Guillemots,...
Dec 29th
wake up johanna, another bright red day! we learn...
god  i LOVE this song.  but they cut out the sound of the chair dumping the bodies into the chamber below, which was so beautiful in the original london version. this sql blog website has the cutest snow falling over its page…like deluding the eye into thinking it has spots floating in its line of vision.  the blogger is pinal dave which prompts me to think of funning him as pineal dave. ...
Dec 27th
eleemosynary
the world is slow and ruins my schedule. golems buried miles under the ocean floor, singing, waiting. 
Dec 26th
Listentoo much time on my hands
Dec 26th
crying, sobbing, running with scissors
why does sacrifice always translate into belief in someone or something else.   “when you have no expectations, you can never have a disappointment”  don’t believe me.  don’t believe in me.  let me fade into obscurity, the impression an annoying depression in history’s march.  i would rather not leave behind ties that bind and wound.  i would rather not hurt and cause...
Dec 24th
Listennewly converted. sigh… 
Dec 23rd
wtf
managed code?  deployment unit?? someone please shoot the MBA “w/a minor in IT” guru who thought up these catchy terms. oooh…i’m excited… the image exercise.  is almost like taking a self-diagnosing rorsache (sp?) test…or is that redundant?
Dec 20th
random thoughts
pen a suicide note american snow white gypsy slave girl/carnival 
Dec 20th
"baby there's the moon, and i'll call it down if...
i don’t think it’s normal to get so emotional while programming. milan -> venice -> amsterdam -> prague.
Dec 19th
i get it greg!
i’m so excited by garageband.  it totally makes my voice sound awesome. 
Dec 18th
names have been changed to protect the blah blah...
The Ex By Nancy Diana Wong Time: Evening. Place: Art gallery. At Rise: Opening night.  WARREN and SEAN stand in front of a portrait, blocking it from the audience’s view.   WARREN So uh, yeah, I mean I can’t believe she actually did it. SEAn Man, I kinda wish like, I mean, I guess it’s kinda weird.  Like it takes some balls, you know? warren Well, pssh, yeah.  Like at least our names...
Dec 18th
Listenmm, why do i like the killers?
Dec 16th
omg, i'm shallow?
COURT JESTER QUEEN; MAGICIAN KING By Nancy Diana Wong Time: 4pm. Place: Darkened stage with two spotlights. At Rise: THOMAS stands under a spotlight, playing with his pocket watch.  A few seconds later, ELIZABETH runs in.  She is carrying several bags and has a general frazzled appearance.   elizabeth Thomas!  I’m so sorry.  Gina wouldn’t let me go until I finished alphabetizing her...
Dec 16th
muse
you know what i can totally fall in love with?  someone who can write as sarcastically intelligibly as that comic book guy on the simpsons.
Dec 14th
LOL →
Dec 14th
ouch
“Some guys may act a little like they like you too, but sometimes they don’t; he may just act (if he knows that you like him) so he doesn’t hurt your feelings.  If you feel like your situation is like this, just stop.  Understand that he doesn’t find you interesting, there will be more guys!” thanks for the slap. “come on guys. get out of their knitting circles,...
Dec 14th
the anti-Plato
what if reality were the ideal and notions of symmetry and other properties of perfection really a simplification to be shunned as an escapist’s fantasy. maybe art isn’t about idealizing reality, but really directing the human perspective away from the deterministic.  after all, where is the fun of not knowing, and why call it a future, if it is predetermined, prepackaged,...
Dec 12th
bound variables: car(car(cdr('{looking for i})))
i can’t even begin to express the horror of the code i’m currently babysitting.  pseudocode structure as follows:  while (i > cond1) {    i++    if (x(i) > cond2) {        while (y(i) > cond 3) {           for (j=….) {               ….           }        i++        }     } } then again, it could be worse.  it could be explicit coding in attempt to emulate...
Dec 10th
why seniors love the wii - ninentendo introduces...
once virtual reality reaches the level of lucid dreaming, then i’ll buy into it.
Dec 6th
you know that yogurt with the fruit on the bottom and the cream on top?  does it really defeat the purpose to mix it all up as opposed to digging into it so that you get all three layers?  does it?  really?  okay then.
Dec 6th
can i reiterate how much i love working at my...
kathy is a valkyrie-like character who uses an extra large butter knife to peel an apple while standing over a trashcan in the middle of the office.  i love her.
Dec 5th
ListenListen
Dec 5th
december is going to be loads of fun once i get...
i am predicting my own future psychological state and its duration.  
Dec 4th
Dec 4th
how random
weird….i’m like all about angry songs today.   next exercise: third kind of event.  have the basics worked out but am having trouble getting into the heads of my characters.   i know who thomas is (some combination of my summer and smoke scene partner and r. maxwell and ) but elizabeth is more complex (some sense of doll’s house nora plus modern day all over the place plus...
Dec 3rd